Birth Mum

[xxTigerxx]

I dont what happend you to nobody does you left me when i was 1year old on my birthday as i recall.For what you have done-ive been told iam angry at you but at the same time i love you with all my heart i know what you look like all i have to do is look in the mirror and there you are.Your fine now and so iam i got adopted and got a new family they brought up well which iam thankfull for.I met my real dad what a idoit he is i dont want to see him again.Im doing fine i have 3 cats and 2 dogs.I remmber you saying that this for the best you cant be a good mum to me but you will always be with me in my heart.We are close on finding out how you died which im not looking forward to i go to your grave every day and leave flowers for you-all still blooming which is a good sign.I have met up with my brothers thanks to the letter you left me and i never knew i had a twin sister she is living with us now and no one can tell the diffrence.Iam just writting this down so you know i love you i have always loved you and i will forever...You never got to see your granson.Kenzie is now 1year old.You would have loved him,But at least now you can watch down on us and you will always see him...r.i.p.Lynn S
your always in my heartxxxx

[babycakes]

That must have been all very confusing for you. The good thing about your mum is that she didn't try to look after you when she knew she couldn't. This would have given you a better life than she could. She didn't make a selfish decision because it must have been a hard decision to let you go. I hope you are able to tie all the pieces of your past together eventually.

[xxTigerxx]

Thanks for that well i still see my brothers and iam so glad that i have my twin sister i have met up.With the people iam with now said since its your real sister she can move in with us if she wants so she is also calling these people mum and dad and well i will find out later on how she died

[babycakes]

That is so lovely of them, you have been blessed with a good adoptive family. It must be really exciting and wierd to catchup after all this time.

[xxTigerxx]

Originally Posted by babycakes

That is so lovely of them, you have been blessed with a good adoptive family. It must be really exciting and wierd to catchup after all this time.

im just dreading out how she died

[babycakes]

I'm not sure what to say to make you feel better X all you have to remember is her life was her choice and if it was because of a lifestyle choice that she died then that was her decision i'm afraid.
However she died it won't really matter to you in the long run because it is about the grief that you are experiencing through knowing she is dead and that has lots of things attatched to it when you won't have answers to some of your questions and now maybe never will. I'm so sorry that you have to go through this.

[xxTigerxx]

well i found out how she died
She took a over does she was rushed to hospital she was in intesive care for 2 weeks she was on a life support machine she was awake and she unplugged her manchine so she wanted to take her own life.Im so gutted how she did that

[Elaine]

I am trully sorry for the loss of your birth mum but there are a few things niggling me here.
I was always under the impression that if you were on a life support machine that it would be fairly difficult to unplug it yourself.
Sorry if i am wrong in thi9nking that and I dont mean to offend but it just sounds very strange to me.

[xxTigerxx]

Just looking through a box of our mums belongings just to pull out a photo of me and my sister and my mum,awww thats hit me straight in the heart i havent cryed yet but now i have tears shooting down my face my sister has taken the dogs for a walk she cant hack it

[xxTigerxx]

Originally Posted by Elaine

I am trully sorry for the loss of your birth mum but there are a few things niggling me here.
I was always under the impression that if you were on a life support machine that it would be fairly difficult to unplug it yourself.
Sorry if i am wrong in thi9nking that and I dont mean to offend but it just sounds very strange to me.

I dont how she did it or if someone eles did it but i wished it never happend if i could go back in time i wount let her do it/or someone eles