Summer
02-12-2015, 02:54 PM
Hi there,I'm choosing to stay in an abusive situation because I don't want to lose my cat. I rescued her as a kitten and she is nearly 9. I am unemployed and on medication for chronic anxiety, I was first made unemployed due to physical illness. I receive ESA but no other income, I've been told by others that I would be put into a house share or shelter in a town/city. I am having to re study part time as what I trained to do my illness/injuries I can no longer do that work. Obviously the ideal choice would be to get a job and move somewhere suitable.
Ive lived in the countryside my whole life and my cat was semi feral and has spent most of her life outdoors hanging out on farms. I have tried keeping her indoors before and she headbutts windows, constantly Meow's to go outside, claws furniture the rest of the time she sleeps or acts stressed, she won't play indoors for longer than a couple of minutes and that's quite rare.
She has taken 6 years or so to even try spending time with other people, before that she would ignore everyone other than me and run from them. She has been bullied by other cats quite often and has had cysts caused by them in the past( indoor and outdoor cats) I live with 4 other cats right now and she won't be around any of them. Without my own emotional attachment I'm concerned that if I found somewhere for her to stay that she would become sick from stress and escape the first chance she got.
Im not directly asking anyone on here for help but wondering if anybody knows of anything I could do or an option I've not thought about, maybe you've been in a similar scenario?
I know its not logical or right but I would rather remain in the situation than lose her as she's like my child. Rehoming her would destroy me and maybe I'm biased but I do not think she would be happy either.
But I'm also trying to be realistic and don't think I can cope in this situation for another possible 4-9 years.
Ive lived in the countryside my whole life and my cat was semi feral and has spent most of her life outdoors hanging out on farms. I have tried keeping her indoors before and she headbutts windows, constantly Meow's to go outside, claws furniture the rest of the time she sleeps or acts stressed, she won't play indoors for longer than a couple of minutes and that's quite rare.
She has taken 6 years or so to even try spending time with other people, before that she would ignore everyone other than me and run from them. She has been bullied by other cats quite often and has had cysts caused by them in the past( indoor and outdoor cats) I live with 4 other cats right now and she won't be around any of them. Without my own emotional attachment I'm concerned that if I found somewhere for her to stay that she would become sick from stress and escape the first chance she got.
Im not directly asking anyone on here for help but wondering if anybody knows of anything I could do or an option I've not thought about, maybe you've been in a similar scenario?
I know its not logical or right but I would rather remain in the situation than lose her as she's like my child. Rehoming her would destroy me and maybe I'm biased but I do not think she would be happy either.
But I'm also trying to be realistic and don't think I can cope in this situation for another possible 4-9 years.